Thursday, June 18, 2009

and i can relate.

love? it isnt easy. well, nothing really is easy if you think about it. so shoudnt something that seems so simple be the least of mankinds worries? nope. 
it seems i am alone in this love thing, even though these songs on the radio must mean different.
when i think of the person i will spend the rest of myself with...nothing really comes to mind, to be honest. all i can come up with is the person i'd like to spend it with, and that doesn't really work out well. one, because he's famous. and two, because he's about 12 years older than me. but that really is not the point of this. 
what i am trying to say is something very, very simple. something that even the dumbest person in the world could comprehend. 
finding the right one is hard.
i've been looking for a few years now. i've probably went through every guy in the whole book. the goth, the nerd, the jock, the hippie. none of them have been the "right" one. not even close.
and yet, i keep looking. i don't know why, but i do. they say that love will not come to you unless you stop looking. i dont really believe that.
i know im not alone, but i feel so lonley. doesn't anyone understand? well, everyone does.
i guess this is just hopeless.

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